Thursday, May 24, 2012

Feeling Really Hopeful

So about a two months ago we moved into a house that we share with my brother and his wife. Than about one month ago i started school. As soon as we moved i just stopped having doubts and second guessing myself, i finally feel so hopeful and at peace. A couple of weeks ago was mothers day, i thought it was gonna be hard for me like it was last year. But i didn't have that feeling, i mean i did a little bit but feeling at peace about things really helps. I know that god hears the desires of our hearts and he will bless us with those desires when he feels that we are ready for them. I know i used to think that god was punishing me by not giving me a baby when i wanted one. But i realized that he wasn't and that i just wasn't ready yet. But all the time i am feeling more ready and by the things that my wonderful husband says to me i know he is feeling ready to. We just have to remember to be patient and listen to what god has to tell us with and open heart. I know from first hand experience that it is really hard to listen and follow god's plan for us. But i know that if we do we can gain more answers than we ever thought before and always having the faith that god knows what we desire. I also wanted to share one last thought with you.... God has told all women that we are all mothers.... So never forget that and have faith.... Focus on something else and it will happen faster than you think

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