Hope

Dealing with poly cycstic ovaries has helped me in more than one way. It has taught me that being paitent and waiting for god to send me a baby is my trial. Its tough for me some days to sit and watch other women being pregant and i yearn for that so badly but i know that my time will come. But for now i will be the best aunt that i can be and enjoy all the time with my husband and work on making our realtionship even stronger than it already is. I have also saw that there are so many more difficult problems that women can deal with such as, having a stillborn baby, losing their husband and being a young widow. Also i would like to share a story with you that helps me to have the hope that i will have a baby. When i was first learning about this syndorme everybody kept telling me stories of how their sister or siter-in-law had this, and every story concluded with oh after three to four months they were pregant and the doctor said they never would or that it would take them a while to concive. I kept asking myself is this a sign are these people trying to tell me something. And then one night i had a dream about my children and i knew that i would have children and that i would be pregnant by the end of the year. But that dream gave me hope and i know that it was trying to telling me something. But just a note to all the ladies out there that have this and are reading this, whatever is holding you back if its fear or whatever then dont't let it hold you back break through the wall and be patient and hope for the better and the better will come to you everything will fall into place when the time is right for you.

Insight

As i have been dealing with this in my own way, I have come to realize that finding out that I have poly cystic ovaries, at this time. Has made me be grateful that they found out that i had PCOS becasue it has prevented me from getting Diabetes, heart disease and other more serious conditions. I feel healthier and the best i have felt in years. I also found out that if this goes untreated then it can cause high risk pregencies and can cause you to miscarry too. Its still hard for me from day to day. But having my wonderful family and husband to support me and talk me through the rouhg days helps. Its still a struggle for me to watch other women becoming pregnant and experiencing what i want so badly to experience. But I know that i will be able to experience pregnacy and having children sooner than later. SO my goal is to be the greatest aunt to my nephews. Also to be able to get to know my husband even better. I would hate to have to go through this alone becasue it would be so much harder. Becasue there would be no one to talk to about what i am going through. I also want all you women out there to get checked for things if you suspect something is wrong. Becasue you don't want it to go unnoticed until its to late. For example, when i was waiting to hear about my test results i was really afraid they were gonna tell me to that i had something cancer or something much worse then what i was diagnosed with. I still struggle with fears like not being able to get pregnant and having my husband leave me becasue of that, but he tells me all the time that no matter what he will be by my side holding my hand through everything which makes the fears go away for a time.