little struggles and little triumphs

We have been crazy busy trying to find out Karson's problem for spitting up constantly. He is allergic to regular and soy milk so now he has to be on special formula and medicine. It is getting better a little at a tme and now he just has to work on gaining weight. He is rolling over and trying to swim his way across the floor its so adorable. He loves to do anything to make you laugh and when he pulls your hair and you get after him he then tries to stroke it. He is the sweetest happiest little boy. We are so fearful that he is our little miracle. I can't believe thatlast year at this time we were just telling everyone we were finally gonna have a baby. My struggles with getting him here have taught me a lot about faith and trusting in the lord and learning to be truly happy for those even though they may have what we don't. Its still a process and I know in the future I will still have to deal with my infertility everytime we want to have another child but it will be so much easier to deal with knowing what it takes to endure this trial. I always want to share my story with a lot of people because I want them to see how much I have grown and learned form this and also so that they can gain the strength they need to deal with trials they are going through even if it isn't related. Updates of pics and more to come soon