New baby and other things

It's been a while since I have posted lots of new things have happened. Our sweet baby boy Fynn was born, Tyler started a new job and karson became a big brother. Life has been crazy we went on a vacation to Arizona for our anniversary in March. Celebrated my birthday too we have been married 8 years. In April we celebrated Tyler's 30th birthday. In May we prepared for our new little guy. On May 26th I was induced even though my due date wasn't till June 1st. I was anxious for delivery because karson's delivery was so rough, long, and kinda traumatic for me and him. But Fynn's couldn't have been more different it was calm very quick and controlled. I would be induced in a heart beat again. My labor was only 4 hours and didn't even have time for my epidural to work. So it was all natural and so do painful not gonna life I thought my insides were on fire but I survived. I went for my six week appointment today and was diagnosed with PPD. It was a shock to me but my hubby noticed I was depressed and just told me a few days ago. So now I will be on meds to treat it for a year and then I will get off of it. I start another semester in school in September and I am looking into doing medical transcription to help pay medical bills of. What a whirlwind of a few months but we are surviving I will post updates. Ladies miracles do happen I have two wonderful examples of those which are my two cute sweet boys.

Thinking

Lately on some of the mom groups I follow and such there have been posts about how close together to have kids. I also read some articles that said about this too. No offense to those who want kids super close together all the more power to you. It just got me thinking how some of these articles are not realizing the fact that someone don't have a choice to have their kids close together or not. Its crazy to think that fertility problems are not talked about and recognized like they should be. I just found it interesting how many women on this mom group ask how close together to have kids when really its what they think they can handle what they feel is right for their families and for their children you can get as many opinions as you want but that's really up to you and your spouse. Just from my point of view being someone who struggles with infertility and having trouble getting pregnant it just bothered me. I don't think there is a perfect age gap its whatever you feel comfortable with its what makes you happy and what the Lord decides is best for your family. My plan was to have have each child two to three years apart but it wasn't the lords plan. Karson and the new baby will be almost 4 years apart but to me that doesn't matter as long as they are going to be my children forever and ever and they will always be family.

Happy news

I know its been quite a few months since I posted its been crazy and hectic here but well worth it all. Since last posting, at the end of September we found out we were expecting. It was exciting but a little scary for me since suffering a miscarriage in October of 2015 and previously 3 years before we got pregnant with our special karson. The first few months I was worried about miscarrying and was very cautious but the doctors told me each time I went everything is great we have a nice strong heart beat. I am now 20 weeks pregnant and we find out what gender the baby is on Monday we are excited and will be happy with either a boy or a girl. We are excited that we are finally getting to expand our family and some days it seems so surreal but I couldn't be happier. My morning sickness hasn't been as bad as last time the first few months were the worst, I still have my good days and my bad days sometimes bad weeks. I am suffering from a lot of hip pain though which makes sleeping and doing little things really hard lately, but we are surviving. We are switching karson rooms so that he will hopefully start sleeping through the night again before the baby comes. I was busy with school this Fall and passed all my classes. The holidays were fun and hectic like holidays are. Thats it for now I will post more on Monday with new updates.