Infertility is never easy

So update on what been going on they did the double dose of clomid but I was told that it didn't work and I wasn't pregnant again. You know its an interesting thing infertility. No matter how many times I go through this its always the same questions that run through my mind. Why me? Why can't I be normal? Why can't it just work? But then I remember this quote The Lord gives his hardest battles to his strongest soldiers. This is going to be my trial for the rest of my life and I have to ask myself what if I can't have anymore children. Would I be happy with what I have? The answer is yes I will be happy with whatever the Lord gives us but it would be nice for Karson to have siblings. So the resolution to what they told me to today is to send me to specialist that can help me and give me better options and different things to try. No matter what I will always love the Lord and know that he knows the desires of our hearts and will bless us in his own time. Patience is the key here for me today but its always hard and will always be hard. No matter what I will love the Lord... Hang in there ladies if its infertility or other trials you are dealing with be patient and have faith. I will keep you all updated.