On the next Journey...

We are on our next journey for our next children. We started with treatments and pills to see try and have more kids. My doctor was very hopeful that my body will remember and do some of its work on its on. He told me that I have about 10 years left and then were done. Its kind of crazy to think that we only have so much time, I am trying to be hopeful. But when there are negative people or negative things being said it makes you worry and to not trust in the Lord and to lose hope a bit. But I always have to remember and look at my miracle Karson that anything is possible in the Lord's eyes. Also remembering the story of the two farmers that were praying for rain the one that was preparing his fields and the other that was not. The one who prayed and prepared got the rain and the other who just prayed did not receive the blessing of the rain. I have to remember to do my part so that I can et those blessings and to have the faith. I am so thankful for the support of my wonderful husband, son, parents, and siblings that are there supporting me. The past few days have been emotional for me due to medications and school work being difficult and frustrating and just as I am writing this my sweet husband brought me a beautiful red rose. So that is what is going and so keeping our fingers crossed and prayers are fervent that things will work. That's all for now I will keep you all updated as our journey continues

Update

Sorry its taken so long for me to update. The verdict is my poly cystic ovarian syndrome was creating flase pregnancy symptoms the doctor is trying preserve my fertility as long as possible but I only have so many good years left before it gets even tougher to get pregnant than it already is. But we will be trying again soon to go through the process and trying to get some more children into this world. Hoping that when I do get pregnant again then I wont be so sick because I bet a lot of my sickness was due to my gallbladder but since I have had it removed it has helped a lot. Anyone thats all for tonight I will keep you all updated