Infertility. ... always fighting

So to update you all... we have been on summer vacation and enjoyed our summer but not looking forward to the cold weather. We have spenta week in a cabin baby free and than went camping with my parents my sister-in-law and six kids plus my aunt and cousins, camping is not relaxing it is exhausting. Sorry for all those that love it. Anyway we had fun and enjoyed visitng and playing, but I was so ready for my own bed. So for the last little while i have been having really bad stomach pain which I just assumed was my p.c.o.s but it kept getting worse and worse and I just put off going to the doctor because I knew what they were gonna say. Finally the other day it was so bad I couldnt even walk to our bedroom without crying in pain. Then my husband and son got a nasty cold lyrangitis and then I got it, plus my stomach pain kept coming back and nothing seemed to help. So I finally decided to go get it checked out. They took blood and told me that I needed another ultrasound since it had been over a year since my last one. So I went for it today. They said my progesterone levels were high and I am not ovualting again which was no suprise to me. But they told me that the ultrasound showed a growth and they needed to do an adomonial one to pin point the problem. They said surgery would correct it but they wanted to preserve any possibility for fertility. So just waiting to hear when my next ultrasound will be so I can get more answers and rid of the pain. Its hard even though I have been through this process a lot and I now have a child its still hard to hear that news, I always wonder why I was given these trials with my health and infertility. I know for sure that I want to share my story with so many to let them know they are not alone and that theres others who are dealing with the same thing. But now its back to the tests to help with this problem so I can have a few more children if the lord wants me too. I know there are always other options, but we all want to feel that feeling of life in us. Be strong to those who are still waiting for your miracle its coming. I know that infertility is something I will always have to deal with and other times may be harder than some. But I would not change this because what I learned and am still learning from it I know I can use it to help others. I will post when I know more about how they are going to treat this. Nighty night all keep the faith and miracles still happen I can say just look at my healthy 13 month old. I will post again soon watch for it.