Fertility drugs the good and the bad

The interesting thing about taking fertility drugs is all the "wonderful" side effects that can happen to you. The other thing is the emotions. No matter what its always going to be hard for me to deal with this. I am in a constant battle with myself these days to not feel sorry for myself and to see the good in my life. Trying for more children this time around has been rough and we are now on our third round of fertility drugs. I am in a lot of pain this time because everything is doubled the strength. The other thing I am battling constantly is wishing that I was "normal" in that area, but its not. Then this sweet neighbor reminded me of something, not anybody can handle infertility and the things that come with it, we who have infertility problems are very strong and we need to remember that. We need to also remember that not everybody can do what we do we are the chosen that get to see first hand how miracles are made. So ladies don't get down on yourselves your stronger than you think and if your not getting the results that you really know are possible then go searching for the answers be brave ladies and hang in there your miracles are coming. Also for more info about what I suffer from P.C.O.S check out a website that I just discovered recently pcoschallengeinc.org

Infertility sucks

Being diagnosed with infertility problems is awful. Everyday is a struggle no matter what. Some days are better than others. Update on our journey we are now on are third round of fertility drugs starting today, all the medications are double the dosage and so there is lots of hormones and not knowing how my body will react its daunting. In other news we having been dealing with a sick child for a few weeks off and on and having no sleep doesn't help with all my emotions and everything. But we have a very high hope that this time it will work and stick. Dealing with all the medications is tiring on the body and the mind but everything will turn out to what is supposed to be. Anyway my mind is wandering so I will keep you updated on anything new that develops.