My battle is on going....

You know the interesting thing is so many people don't know what people with infertility problems deal with on a daily basis. As I have stated before we are in the process of trying for more children. Its hard having to deal with all the side effects of everything with the pills and hormones. I forgot how much work it is to stay strong and have faith that it will work. Its been a rough couple of months dealing with the first round of fertility drugs having our hopes brought to its highest and then dropped super low. Its a fight everyday but I also have my little miracle to look at and know that he was all possible because of faith, prayers, and blessings and that really understands the emotions that this process can give you one day you feel great and the next you could feel depressed. Its amazing to me think that miracles really are possible and I know they can happen time and time again. I have hope that me and my family will be able to experience more and more miracles. Everyday I struggle with the pain of having P.C.O.S its not just physically but mentally as well. Some days I can feel great and others I can just want to lay in bed all day. I also suffer from chronic headaches sometimes almost everyday and sometimes I can go a couple of weeks without them. Trying to be a mom of a toddler and taking care of the house and being a student is really tiring but I make it work especially with the help of my wonderful husband. But I guess what I am trying to say is don't look at someone and judge them because, you don't know what battle they are fighting and what they might be going through that day. And to all you ladies out there dealing with infertility hang in there miracles happen everyday and have one little boy who is my little miracle and even though he may drive me crazy some days he is so special to me and I always look at him with joy in my heart knowing that he is living proof. SO ladies hang in there and something special will happen to you soon, deal with all side effects and emotions with as much grace as you can or just fake it till you make it either way be happy with your life and great blessings will come.