Getting better

So we have some improvements to tell you, finally after a visit to the hospital to have a special test Karson was said that everything looked normal. He just went in to the doctor last week for a check up on his acid reflux, he has gained back all the weight he had lost and then some and he now weighs 15 lbs and 14 oz. He has another doctors appointment next month to make sure that he is gaining weight still. He has also grown a full inch and is now 26 1/2" long. He is a little over seven months has been on new medicine and formula for over a month and is doing very well and is hardly spitting up anymore. He rode in the swing for the first time today. He has been trying to get in teeth for the last little while and he can be grumpy at times but also very sweet and smart. On other notes I am doing well and have started a business of sorts to share my story and to help others create a healthier lifestyle to help them to gain the hope that they have lost. I am calling it Mandy's Hope, dedicated to my wonderful supporting husband and my little miracle baby boy. And also a special person my brother Devin because he never quit on me and he told me that he just knew that we would be blessed. Email for details at mandyshope7_7_132hotmail.com Looking back at last year I realize that I would have never thought that in a few short years of discovering my health problems and changing my lifestyle that my dream would come true and I get to be a mother. I was thinking back last night wow I have come a long why. But I still remember those feelings of longing for a child and not ever really knowing if i would ever get one. I know that might sound morbid to some of you but those of you who have dealt with and are dealing with infertility I know it was always a fear that I had that I would never get the blessing in this life to be a parent. But through a lot of prayer, faith, prayer, fear, faith, and hoping against all hope I really did get the blessing to be a parent. I remember my sleepless nights where i would sit up and pray my hardest to my Heavenly Father asking him why, how, and when it would happen. Being on his timetable though is putting all your hopes and dreams and trusting him without a shadow of a doubt that he would bless us and give us a miracle when we needed it most. I am just so grateful for the trial of infertility even though it is the hardest trial. I am also grateful that Karson was born before my brother passed away and that he could get to know him and so that my brother can be his guardian angel and watch over and protect him and tell him stupid jokes. I just want to say pictures will be coming and keep the faith because the Lord's timetable is what we are on and to live every day to its fullest and keep hoping and don't ever regret anything.