Remembering

As the days have went by recently I began seeing ladies who are pregnant and every time I think about getting on Facebook, I don't want to face all the pregnancy announcements, I don't want to see anyone who is pregnant. Because I am wanting and yearning for something that few really know what that is. I don't want to become bitter like I was back 5 years ago becoming bitter will only push those feelings for yearning and wanting. I remember how I was and how I absolutely didn't want to be around anyone who was pregnant. I remember that I hated feeling like at and I hated how it pulled me away from my faith. I don't want to remember those days but at the same time I need to remember to see how far I have come. How much my faith has grown, I know how much the lord knows the desires of our hearts, I need to remember my faith and my promise that I gave him. No matter what he is there he will listen he will keep us strong he will put many people in our lives to support us and give us the strength we need when we are feeling weak, when we are feeling like we are lacking the strength. It's hard to say what's really on my mind today but I don't want to be bitter like I was back then. I just want to tell all you ladies suffering with infertility to don't give up to not give in to your feelings of bitterness and hate. We cannot do that to ourselves we cannot let the infertility rule our hearts. You will get your miracle but having faith and strength in ourselves is what we all need. We need to support each other and let each other Know we are there for each one of us dealing with infertility.