Insight

As i have been dealing with this in my own way, I have come to realize that finding out that I have poly cystic ovaries, at this time. Has made me be grateful that they found out that i had PCOS becasue it has prevented me from getting Diabetes, heart disease and other more serious conditions. I feel healthier and the best i have felt in years. I also found out that if this goes untreated then it can cause high risk pregencies and can cause you to miscarry too. Its still hard for me from day to day. But having my wonderful family and husband to support me and talk me through the rouhg days helps. Its still a struggle for me to watch other women becoming pregnant and experiencing what i want so badly to experience. But I know that i will be able to experience pregnacy and having children sooner than later. SO my goal is to be the greatest aunt to my nephews. Also to be able to get to know my husband even better. I would hate to have to go through this alone becasue it would be so much harder. Becasue there would be no one to talk to about what i am going through. I also want all you women out there to get checked for things if you suspect something is wrong. Becasue you don't want it to go unnoticed until its to late. For example, when i was waiting to hear about my test results i was really afraid they were gonna tell me to that i had something cancer or something much worse then what i was diagnosed with. I still struggle with fears like not being able to get pregnant and having my husband leave me becasue of that, but he tells me all the time that no matter what he will be by my side holding my hand through everything which makes the fears go away for a time.