Thursday, June 30, 2011

Hope

Dealing with poly cycstic ovaries has helped me in more than one way. It has taught me that being paitent and waiting for god to send me a baby is my trial. Its tough for me some days to sit and watch other women being pregant and i yearn for that so badly but i know that my time will come. But for now i will be the best aunt that i can be and enjoy all the time with my husband and work on making our realtionship even stronger than it already is. I have also saw that there are so many more difficult problems that women can deal with such as, having a stillborn baby, losing their husband and being a young widow. Also i would like to share a story with you that helps me to have the hope that i will have a baby. When i was first learning about this syndorme everybody kept telling me stories of how their sister or siter-in-law had this, and every story concluded with oh after three to four months they were pregant and the doctor said they never would or that it would take them a while to concive. I kept asking myself is this a sign are these people trying to tell me something. And then one night i had a dream about my children and i knew that i would have children and that i would be pregnant by the end of the year. But that dream gave me hope and i know that it was trying to telling me something. But just a note to all the ladies out there that have this and are reading this, whatever is holding you back if its fear or whatever then dont't let it hold you back break through the wall and be patient and hope for the better and the better will come to you everything will fall into place when the time is right for you.

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