Heartaches and Happinesses

Recently I have been reading and hearing lots of things about miscarriages the thing is so many women experience them but suffer in silence, a miscarriage is nothing to be looked down upon about 10-20% of women experience them if the pregnancy is know but the percentage can be much higher because many pregnancies in a woman's body abort them selves before it is even know by the woman. Its so crazy to think about the stats. I know personally that a miscarriage can leave you with fear and uncertainty and a heartache. But we always have to look at the joy and happiness in our lives. Find something to look forward to and to have faith in that you had a miscarriage because the baby could have had serious problems and could have ended up being still born. What I am trying to say is a miscarriage is the way for the lord to say they aren't ready yet. I know personally that any fertility struggle is so difficult to find the happiness in but we do and we become better for it. SO to all you ladies out there who struggled with this recently or in the past hang in there you will find your happiness again. One day you will laugh again and know that everything worked out for the best, so ladies find that happiness it may be hard and you may have to fake it till you make it but your happiness is waiting for you. Personally having dealt with a miscarriage in the past myself I can say its hard and painful in more ways than one but happiness is around the corner. In other news I am hopeful that my medicines are working and I will be going in for a checkup the beginning part of November to see what the next step is. Also I am super busy with school but as I take my classes the more I realize that my degree in health science is my calling and want to shout my story to the world and back and one day it would be my dream to be on the Ellen DeGeneres show and share my story with so many to show that no matter what they are going through there is hope. Anyway Karson is growing bigger and bigger each day always finding something to get into trouble or to get into but I wouldn't trade it for the world he is my miracle baby and will always be no matter how old he gets.