So positive

I am feeling so positive i have seen great strides in how well i have been dealing with this. I am now so postive when people bring up babies and things. It doesn't make me upset anymore or make me feel jealous. I know my time is coming sooner than later, I know when lord feels i am ready he will send me and my husband a baby. I feel that its sooner than we are even thinking. But I am talking great strides and becoming more and more paitent with each passing day. I know that i am going be blessed greatly in the days to come and i know that my life is improving every day and each day makes it easier and easier to handle everything going on in my life. I have also decided to go back to school and become a dietician so that i can help people and teach them how to improve their lives and share my experience with them to help them learn and grow from there problems and trials in life. Going back to school will give me the opprotunity to get out of the stressful work enviorment that i am in and this will greatly improve mt chances of being able to get pregant easier and be less stressed and be the best wife i can be till we a baby then i can be the best wife and mother i can be.